I wonder what Hemingway really
thought, what he didn’t think to say – if that feast really never moved.
Whenever I go to a large tourist city I feel obligated to see every sight, walk
every bridge, all that shit. Is that what it’s all about? Snapping a photograph
at every turn, thinking about posting it online before taking a next breath. I
don’t know, I suppose it’s all relativity.
“Did you see that?”
“Did you do that?”
“No, but I met people, I ate lamb
for dinner at 10 while the sun went down in the heart of a buzzing Parisian
intersection with a bottle of red lust to end it, staring into the eyes of a
woman I met hours before.”
I wrote a letter to my little
brother, on the postcard was a sort of pin up girl that had her emerald dress
falling off, holding her tits, looking back with a smile. I think of Cormac who is away from Seattle for the
summer, riding horses, and working on a ranch in the steep wild mountains of
Wyoming, and receiving that postcard that I drunkenly wrote up one night. On
the postcard I wrote about sitting in a café, buying another flight to another
foreign land. I told him the people were funny and the most of all that the
women were beautiful. I hope it painted a picture of it all, the typical
romantic bullshit so the so-called dreamy cigarette butt town lives on in
someone’s mind, and he’ll someday seek to lose himself in the gentle rhythms of
some Parisian women’s dancing reverie shadowed eyes, not thinking of the next
moment but only the happening of now.
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